another one

the disappointment is repeated
and as your hope; your expectations are too high
they say it's about keeping your head up
always hoping for the better
but it really hurts, doesn't it, when what you are hoping for
will never ever happen
and your dreams; they will never ever come true




-n

just something

sometimes people change for the worst
and then there is just nothing else to say
(im not even drunk)




-n

thoughts on a thursday

i have to get it out
but tears won't fall
not tonight, not ever
and i've been drinking just a little
so my thoughts are clear and real
why do i punish myself
why do i try
it's over, everything is done
and nobody cares anymore




-n